2
Chicago sat atop the
State of Illinois like a jaunty, precociously donned cap. Serving as
the State's primary economic engine, amongst its greatest exports,
its main contributions to the downstate economy, was a steady stream
of bodies to fill the many prisons spread throughout the rural areas.
And while this
provided a financial boon for these sparse communities, it meant
hours and hours of separation from the families left behind.
It was hard enough
to take the El to a real grocery store.
Many of the kids
around here, where Bealz lived, were just like him. Their dads were
housed in prison units hundreds of miles away. They were basically
left behind to figure things out on their own. Especially the boys.
The girls tended to have more intact maternal structures within their
families. Their main problem was dealing with the well-armed,
dangerously confused preteen and teenage boys raised in a rape
culture in the middle of an urban war zone.
The women then, many
forced into responsibility, had no choice but to take up the mantle
of leadership, not just in the home, but in the community at large.
Many times, before they can even vote.
For those boys who
chaffed under this direction, who yearned for some greater connection
to the worst of their rapidly developing instincts, there were the
streets.
There were people
like the grinning monster seated across from Bealz in the back of
this one hundred thousand dollar sedan.
“What's up, lil
nigga? I been tryin to catch up to you for a while.”
Blinking against the
unnatural darkness, Bealz can't speak. He is too afraid to move.
This seems to please the man across from him.
“What you scared
for, my man? I ain't gon bite.”
Looking at the wet,
wide smile that broke like a crack across the man's dark face, golden
teeth gleaming with menace, Bealz thinks that this man is capable of
doing just that. He had the look of a predator all too willing to
sink its teeth into its prey.
“I know you know
me, right? Don't act like you don't. You gon hurt my feelings,”
the man says. His words seep into Bealz's brain, making his head
hurt.
As Bealz continues
to cringe against the locked car door, the man's grin melts away into
a menacing sneer, “Aight now lil nigga. You hear me talkin to you.
I'm tryin to be nice. To show some respect. Where's mine? I asked
you a question. You know who I am?”
“Uh, yeah. I know
you...” Bealz stammers hesitantly.
“What's my name”
“Dakari,” Bealz
answers. The name seemed cold upon his tongue.
Sitting back,
Dakari's grin returns, pleased by Bealz's answer. “Yeah. You know
me.”
Nodding stupidly,
Bealz can feel his heart attempting to burst from his chest. There
is a man in the car with him. All of his senses tell him so. But
Bealz can see something else. Sense something else. Something like
a viscous, shifting shadow hiding just underneath.
As he stared in
horror, tried to understand what he was seeing, and not seeing, the
pressure in his head continued to grow.
“I know you too,
little man,” the monster says. “Or I should probably say, I know
your pops.”
Taken aback, Bealz
looks away from the eerie, rippling nothingness. He looks at the
man, the fear momentarily suspended by the mention of his father.
“Oh...,” Dakari
says, self satisfyingly bobbing his head. “Didn't know that, did
you? Well, homeboy, let me be the first to tell you, there's a whole
lot you don't know.”
Dakari reaches out
suddenly towards him and Bealz jumps back before seeing the gold link
chain puddled in hiss outstretched palm.
Laughing, Dakari
says, “Go head on, lil nigga. I ain't gon bite you. Shit, I can't
even touch you right now. Against the rules. Later for that.”
“Take the chain.
It's yours...”
“I'm good,”
Bealz blurts out, every cell in his body screaming out in panic.
The grin remains
steady upon Dakari's face. Leaning closer, he says, “Take the
chain.”
Looking from the
man's hand to his grinning, golden face, Bealz is filled with dread.
The necklace seemed almost to vibrate. He could feel a menacing
iciness emanating in waves from it. He wanted no part of it.
Dakari wasn't
asking. Tipping his hand over, he drops the chain into Bealz's lap.
“Now get the fuck
outta my car,” he says, all of his charm evaporating.
When the back door
suddenly swings open, Bealz yelps in surprise and falls backward out
onto the grimy, cinder strewn alleyway. Looking up, he sees Big Mook
staring down at him. Bealz can see through him. The sunlight
streaming down seems to shine right through him.
He can see the large
man's true form. It was huge. Bealz began to struggle, trying to
scrabble away from the car and the hulking monster lingering over
him.
“Mook!,” Dakari
calls out from from black hole of a backseat. “You can touch him.
Put that chain around his neck. Now!”
As the double image
of a man and a monster reaches down towards him, Bealz continues to
scramble away, now trying to crab walk awkwardly to the side. His
mouth is opened wide, as if to cry out, but he makes no sound,
manages only to dumbly stare in disbelief. He understands that his
reality had broken. He thought maybe he was going insane. He just
wanted to get away.
He doesn't get very
far.
Mook daintily plucks
the chain from amidst the gravelly cigarette butts and discarded
detritus and gently lifts Bealz's head, cradling it like an infant in
the crook of his massive arms.
Bealz can feel
Mook's huge hands/talons moving with an uncharacteristic deftness
across his neck, like feathers.
When Mook fastens
the clasp, Bealz feels himself washing away.
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