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Bealz was 11 years
old. His dad had been gone, locked up since before he was even born.
Bealz's mom never
really said anything about him, his dad. She would just kinda start
looking real sad and say stuff like, “I don't know, baby,” or “I
wish I could tell you more, honey,” or “leave me alone, lil
nigga!”
Or something like
that.
Bealz was sad a lot.
He didn't show it, though. At least not like they do in the movies
and on tv. Like the white kids get to do. He couldn't act
like that. Not where he was from.
He often noticed the
kids on tv. They had lawns and always had huge, over-sized boxes of
colorful cereals that the Arabs down the street from him didn't have
on the shelves and they had brand new bicycles and giant smiles.
They also had moms
and most of them even had dads.
Bealz did too. Just
not like theirs.
Bealz's mom was
around sometimes. He mostly stayed with his grandma, Ms. Penny,
though. She wasn't really his grandma, cause she wasn't really his
mom's mother. She had been her foster mother when his mom had aged
out of the system.
She ain't have
nowhere else to go, his moms, so she had Bealz, since babies were
equated with an increase in the public aid check and some more LINK.
That was her best chance to contribute to the house, the ghetto
equivalent of upward mobility. That, and stripping.
Or at least that's
what Ms. Penny told him when his mom wasn't around.
Many of the kids in
Bealz's building, like him, were worth little more than a check to
their over-stressed families. The incremental uptick in benefit,
though, was never enough to ease the overall strain and the kids
remained painfully aware of their value, both at home and in the
streets. Where many of them chose to be.
Either way, there
was little time in either place for daydreaming and imagining. Even
for an 11-year old boy. Stepping up onto the El platform that
offered up a gateway out into the world and away from his violent,
SouthSide Chicago neighborhood, known as the Wild Hundred's, Bealz is
painfully aware of this reality.
Standing atop the
platform in a semi-circle around their unofficial leader, Deshaun, a
group of six boys look to be counting up their pooled money, the
likely proceeds from this mornings larcenies.
Deshaun lived two
neighborhoods over, in Robbins, arguably the only other area around
here worse than his own. They went to the same school and at least
according to Deshaun were natural enemies because of some invisible
boundary between their 'hoods. This was enough to keep Bealz
actively avoiding the abnormally physically mature 12-year old.
He could, for the
most part, keep his distance, though every now and then had to pay
the piper. Most often he could either talk his way out of an
outright confrontation and come away from it with a little less money
or the loss of some prized bit of clothing. The worst yet had been a
beating in front of Deshaun's crew that had left him bloodied and
bruised.
Recently, though,
Deshaun had changed tactics. Instead of threatening to take from
Bealz, he had begun to demand that Bealz accept some things from him.
One day, Deshaun, flanked by his boys, had stepped up onto the
platform wearing the brand new Jordan's, the ones that had just hit
the stores at midnight the day before. When they saw Bealz, they
surrounded him and asked if he liked their new kicks. When he
hesitantly replied, “yeah,” he expected to get viciously kicked
by those new kicks.
They offered him his
own pair instead. Taken aback by the offer, Bealz still managed to
say, “No thanks,” only to discover to what extent this had been
considered the wrong answer.
Ever since then, he
had to be even more vigilant in avoiding Deshaun and his goons.
Ironically, even more so than when they only wanted to beat him up
for bragging rights. Now that they had found a new benefactor, the
only explanation for their new largess, he couldn't seem to shake
them.
Deshaun, with his
back to the stairway, holds the others attention. Bealz freezes,
causing a momentary, mini pileup of commuters rushing up behind him.
His eyes darting
left and right, Bealz devises a plan of escape and begins to slowly
ease backward down the steps.
Tonio, Deshaun's
closest crony, of course, catches Bealz's movements just as his head
began to disappear below the incline.
“Hey!”, Tonio
shouts and points towards Bealz, causing the other five heads to snap
around.
“Shit,” Bealz
hisses between clenched teeth. He turns on his heels to take the
remaining steps four at a time. It doesn't take long for him to hear
the agitated sounds of commuters being shoved aside as Deshaun and
his gang fall into pursuit.
Tumbling out onto
the sidewalk, Bealz looks around frantically before darting off
towards Ms. Penny's. She wouldn't do shit to help and would likely
get really pissed at him for leading a pack of thugs to her door, but
he knew they wouldn't follow him all the way into the building. At
least he hoped they wouldn't.
If Bealz could just
make it to the end of the block, Deshaun would have to cross over
into his neighborhood. He knew that an invisible line in the sand
wouldn't stop him, but it should at least give him pause. Deshaun
had made too many enemies on this side of the street and even though
Bealz didn't get a whole lot of love from the boys outside his
building, he still lived on the block.
If anybody were to
beat Bealz's ass it had damn sure better be a local.
Bealz darts into the
alley past the corner store just as Deshaun and the gang turn the
corner behind him. Checking back over his shoulder, he doesn't
notice the sleek black sedan idling about ten feet away from the
store's back door as he lowers his head, preparing for an all out
sprint to base.
Just as he begins to
gather speed, though, the back passenger side door of the sedan
swings open.
“Aye, little
nigga!”
A deep dark voice
calls out from within the car's dim interior, followed by, “Mook!
Get his little ass!”
Skidding to a stop,
Bealz instantly regrets taking this shortcut.
He knew who it was.
Or at had at least heard about him. It had started to become
something of a local legend/urban myth. The story of a benevolent
benefactor who'd recently hit the streets. This was the man,
himself.
Bealz momentarily
froze as he thought about the other side of the story. Some of the
kids who had taken up his offer were also vanishing. Most never to
be seen again.
A couple, though,
had been found. Or at least their mangled, bloody bodies had been
found. Bealz didn't want to end up dead, turned inside out and left
crumpled and discarded like trash in some dirty alleyway like they
had been. He had passed on the shoes. The mystery man in the sedan
didn't seem to like that very much. Bealz had been running ever
since.
Spinning on his
heels, he lowers his head, prepared to run flat out in the other
direction. Maybe he could speed past Deshaun and his goons before
they could react.
Before he can gather
any momentum, though, he runs smack into a brick wall and falls down
flat on his ass. Bealz is dizzy, seeing stars as he squints up
against the bright morning sunlight at the silhouetted figure of the
largest man he had ever seen in his entire life.
Mook reaches down
with hands as broad across as pie pans and lifts Bealz from the
ground by the nape of his neck. Bealz feels as though he were a
weightless scrap of paper. Tears sting his eyes and he goes limp,
recognizing the uselessness of a fight.
As Mook stuffs him
into the back seat, Deshaun and the others turn the corner in late
pursuit.
Turning away from
the leering boys and towards the man in the car, Bealz's blood runs
cold. He feels an instinctual tightening in his gut. He knows this
monster. This was no mere man. This was the demon who stalked him
in his dreams.
“Mook,” the dark
man says, a gleaming, golden grin breaking across his face, speaking
to the big man while his eyes pinned Bealz in place. “Tell
Deshaun's monkey ass to get back up on the platform. He fucked this
up. I'll handle his ass later...”
Grunting with
consent, the giant of a man closes the door.
Bealz is swallowed
up by the darkness.
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